5-25-16

Hi dolls, I have been working on my Goddess Garden every free moment I get. I am firery about it. Becoming a mother tapped me […]

5-16-16

hey sweet loves, We got home late Saturday night from Florida and got settled back in yesterday. 10 days away from home is a long […]

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5-4-16

Hi Yall ūüėČ   Man does it feel good to have that story done and published! (If you haven’t read it yet you can¬†click here […]

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4-28-16

Hi Lovers, Nothing too exciting to report. Just writing to say hello. Also sometimes I just need to write to clear my thoughts. My mind […]

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4-23-16

hi dolls, I just finished writing a piece for an online magazine. They asked me to write about my experience living in the mountains etc. […]

One question answered

After my crazy question rampage last night, I did finally go to bed. Then I had a dream.

I dreamt that an ant was trying to get into my ear. It was a queen ant because it could fly. After ten or so attempts I finally decided, against my own judgement, to trust this ant.

It didn’t make sense, and most people would think me crazy. But I let go, trusted the ant and let it enter my ear.

A moment or so later the ant exited my ear pulling with it a wasp that was surely wreaking havoc in my ear unbeknownst to me.

Kinda creepy right?

But I instantly knew the meaning of this dream when I woke up and what I have to do.

Trust myself, be honest all the time with every person.

By honest I mean: express my true self despite how I think others will react. I will not omit details of my life any longer in order to ease the worries of those around me. I will not hide my true self any longer. Just as I trusted the ant and everyone around me thought I was crazy, I am now going to trust myself and know that many people will think I am crazy, but thats ok. I don’t want wasps in my ears.

Shamelessly being myself is freeing, intoxicating, never questioning or censoring for the sake of others opinions.

I want to sprint, boldly, in the direction of my dreams never looking back, never weighing the consequences.

This is what I decided I want my blog to be. I want it to be honest, a brutally truthful documentation, a raw expression of life and thoughts as I see it.

 

“Speak the truth, and all nature and all spirits help you with unexpected furtherance. Speak the truth, and all things alive or brute are vouchers, and the very roots of the grass underground there, do seem to stir and move to bear you witness.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

Brace yourselves,

 

XOXO

Haley Anne