5-25-16

Hi dolls, I have been working on my Goddess Garden every free moment I get. I am firery about it. Becoming a mother tapped me […]

5-16-16

hey sweet loves, We got home late Saturday night from Florida and got settled back in yesterday. 10 days away from home is a long […]

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5-4-16

Hi Yall 😉   Man does it feel good to have that story done and published! (If you haven’t read it yet you can click here […]

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4-28-16

Hi Lovers, Nothing too exciting to report. Just writing to say hello. Also sometimes I just need to write to clear my thoughts. My mind […]

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4-23-16

hi dolls, I just finished writing a piece for an online magazine. They asked me to write about my experience living in the mountains etc. […]

2-24-16

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BLESSINGS

I have again come to some great realizations in the last two days.

  1. My birth control is affecting my personality more than I was willing to admit. I’m getting off that shit. You guys should too. Why do women think fucking with their hormones is just not that big of a deal? I think it might be a really big problem. Anyways I am out. Donzo. Hopefully not getting pregnant anytime soon. I’m going to do one of those trackers where you take your temperature right away every morning. I have heard its great and have friends that are very successful (aka no babies yet) with that. SO WOOO for getting back to my old self again! I feel like there is at least a week in every month where I am just down and deppressed for now reason. I have such an amazing beautiful life and I would just feel like shit and not know why. It was soooo frustrating. Then it dawned on me….the birth control. DUH!
  2. I have been wanting to love myself but not taking the time and effort to actually figure this shit out. I went through some dark shit in high school and college and just kinda numbed myself and got through it. While I truly feel like I have deal with it I still have a lot of left over guilt and shame about it all. I am extremely hard on myself. I say things to myself I would never say to any other person. Mean mean mean. This self talk and hatred is causing more problems than I was willing to admit with Trav and I and my family and myself. So I am looking myself in the mirror every day. Pausing the self talk. The meanness ends, and I send myself love. Stopping to consciously send myself good vibes and love. I’ve never actually done that. Just for no reason love myself and say nice things to myself. It’s fun and actually really helps. Try it.

So now you know. I hope you gals have a good relationship with yourself. It is the most important relationship you have and it is so often severely neglected.

Thats all for now.

Love and Light to you

 

XOXO

 

Haley Anne