5-25-16

Hi dolls, I have been working on my Goddess Garden every free moment I get. I am firery about it. Becoming a mother tapped me […]

5-16-16

hey sweet loves, We got home late Saturday night from Florida and got settled back in yesterday. 10 days away from home is a long […]

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5-4-16

Hi Yall 😉   Man does it feel good to have that story done and published! (If you haven’t read it yet you can click here […]

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4-28-16

Hi Lovers, Nothing too exciting to report. Just writing to say hello. Also sometimes I just need to write to clear my thoughts. My mind […]

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4-23-16

hi dolls, I just finished writing a piece for an online magazine. They asked me to write about my experience living in the mountains etc. […]

12-1-15

Hi dolls,

I was going through my hard drive this morning clearing out junk to make room for editing my yoga videos, I came across a word document I wrote from July of this year.

I want to share it with you. I have not changed it or edited it.

I remember this day so clearly, it was a day that my life changed, my mindset about life, changed. It was a day that I took one more step closer to becoming my authentic self, to fully choosing to be myself. This is a pretty deep share for me. My soul was screaming out that day and for once I was listening. I was lost and in search of something bigger, something truer, something meaningful, and looking back I can say that I have found it. I truly feel like I have found my path, my dream.

Becoming a yoga teacher was a just a silly dream back then. Just something I loved to do when I had time. I never let myself believe I could be what I wanted to be. I never felt worthy of chasing my dreams.

I wrote this before I was totally ready to share on my blog. I wrote this 100% for myself. An expression of me. Anyways here it is, a look into my heart. I want to share because it feels so good to know that you’re not crazy, that there are other people out there with the same thoughts and desires as you. This day I felt crazy and alone and I hope that if anyone reading this resonates with my writings that they know they are not alone. That we are all in this together, us dreamers, crazy crazy dreamers who refuse to give it up, there are many of us, and we are worthy of chasing those dreams.

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What do I want out of life?

My thoughts are racing today. I played hooky from work, dropped off baby with his Grandma and left Travis at home to do his work with no distractions. I am now sitting by the boulder creek which is raging like the Mississippi river. I’m reading 4 hour work week by Tim Ferris as well as listening to his podcasts. He does such a great job of inspiring people to be their best and share their best with the world. This caused me to ask myself what am I best at? What should I be sharing with the world? I haven’t quite answered the first question but I decided that I should be sharing my thoughts, and truthful experiences with the world until I figure out what I’m best at.

Today’s thoughts: I couldn’t go to work today. If I’m being honest, the thought of going to work sounded like the last thing on earth I wanted to do. Then I thought to myself, “why go?.” I couldn’t really answer that question. Money? To make my boss happy? None of those answers seemed valid. I decided I needed a day to myself to regroup and center. I could feel myself getting off balance. I was beginning to live my life for the approval of others and I know where that path leads….its not a happy ending.

Today I have so many thoughts:

Why do we spend our life doing things we dislike so that someday we might be able to do what we really want? Seems counterproductive to me.

Why do we think that our big dreams cant come true? Only the rich get to realize their dreams?

What is the point of life? To work and attempt to be happy doing things we hate? To serve other people while not serving ourselves?

Am I just young and stupid?

Am I just lazy?

Is it possible for me to have a family and money to support my family while also realizing my dreams, travel, explore the world?

I don’t have a specific game plan or dream that I can write down. I have many experiences that I want to collect, people I want to meet, creative impulses I want to express, but I have no idea how the financial part of life coincides with that. Do I need to know? Am I being reckless?

Who is this new Haley who has such urges to abandon all the traditional milestones of life to become a gypsy and see the world? Will my family like the new Haley?

Is the new Haley really ready to make her debut? Im not sure. I have felt so conflicted about who the real Haley is and what she truly wants without the influence of anyone else wants that I cant say I am 100% sure what that is yet, but I do know that I am close.

The new Haley wants some crazy things. Things that I have never known anyone to have or do. She takes wild and free to a whole new level that I didn’t think I was capable of.”

Be easy

Love and light babes

Haley Anne